I have the feeling that i need to cutting, but i'm trying so hard to do not take the razor and put on my wrist. I don't want to do it. But the voice in my head said to me i have to.
What's wrong with me?? I hate myself, my depression is back, my dark side is back. I'm so scared. What should i do? I need help, but no one does. No one notice me, no one cares about me.
The past is my enemy, my biggest and strongest enemy. My mind is a mess, my mind is killing me. I need to scream, i need to cut, i need to die. Why is this shit happen to me?? I destroy my life.
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